I
still think about the what ifs here and there and I am still dwelling
on really little things that I make a big thing in my mind. Like I
mentioned in previous posts, I know it probably wouldn't make a
difference in the long run as I would probably obsess about something
else instead however...
It bothers me:
- that I don't have the receiving blanket that Claire was first given to me in.
-
that I didn't think to ask to get her handprints done when we saw her
for a second time as they were unable to get them when she was first
born.
- that I didn’t hold Claire without a blanket to really feel her skin.
- that I hadn’t thought of bringing the Li'l Peanut doll to the hospital to get size comparison pics.
All little things that we could have only done in that moment.
