One year ago today we found out we were pregnant.
We were excited, hopeful, nervous, and overjoyed to be pregnant with the babe that would complete our family.
And so begins a new cycle in my journey...
I am now in the “One year ago today phase”...
Not that I expect the grief to ever really end. I was just doing, feeling, coping so much better. I haven’t been around here in a little over a month and then today it hit me once again that Claire is not here.
A year ago today was when our journey began.
And we all know how it ended.
And it makes me anxious and really overwhelmingly sad to think that now I have to relive it. I know I don’t HAVE to... but I know I will because that is who I am. I don’t want to forget. Yet I don’t want to dwell in the past.