I signed back into babycenter today.
I couldn’t help it.
I added Claire’s due date and then
added that I was having a girl and her name. We have never found out the
sex of our baby in the past so it was a strange feeling to add that
info.
Well, it is all a bit strange, I know. However I find my mind slipping...
How many weeks since I lost her?
How many weeks would I be today?
What would be happening in utero this week?
Will this help my healing? I don’t
know. But I need to hang on to everything to keep her here with me and I
find it comforting to read as time is slipping away so quickly. It’s
already been 10 weeks.
It makes me sad to know that she would
start getting the hiccups this week... it was one of my favourite
feelings in my prior pregnancies.