Thursday, March 31, 2011

Never ending spiral...



Lately my thoughts keep spiraling between Claire and Lucy. I am so head over heals in love with Lucy and cannot imagine my life without her and yet so sad and guilt ridden thinking that she is here because Claire isn’t.

Claire was going to be our last child.
Had she lived, Lucy would not be here.

It is very difficult to just be happy in the now knowing that the now isn’t what it should have been...

And so, the vicious circle and spiral of guilty feelings about my 2 daughters continues...

XO
 
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