One year ago today was Claire’s estimated due date.
Last year this time I was unbelievably
sad yet more comforted and at peace than I had been since losing her. I
knew in my heart it was time to move forward... not move on... but move
in a new direction.
On this day last year I etched
Claire’s name in the ice and it turned out beautifully, better than I
had imagined it would, and it sparked something in me... my contribution
to the Babyloss Community.
One year ago today I also knew in my heart that it was time to try to bring a new little life into our family.
Here I am 365 days later:
~ waiting, (somewhat impatiently), for
the temperature to rise so that I can get out and start etching the
many names I have on my wait list!
~ holding my new baby girl in my arms. My little light that came after the darkness, my rainbow after the storm.
~ still missing my Sweet Baby Girl like crazy.