I must say that not a lot
sets me off these days, especially in public, but this afternoon I ran
to Walmart to pick up a few thing and noticed that the music was really
loud and somewhat annoying so I tried my best to block it out... and
then... All I Want For Christmas began to play and... trigger!! I ducked
into one of the aisles and tried to stay focused on getting what I
needed as quickly as possible without letting my tears get the best of
me. A few tears fell and my lip quivered as I tried to hold back, all
the while I simultaneously tried to listen to the words as well as block
them out! C.r.a.z.y. I know. Why torture listening at all? Because like
I said in my tree decorating post... it feels good to feel... because
it is for my baby girl.
